JP
This is what has happened to me and what I know. Obviously I don’t trust this website 100% but I don’t don’t have much more left to lose. (This information should be available before this happens to people)
It started for me when I was 17, I made a sexual advance on a girl in my photography class, I bumped into her, too shy to actually talk to her. I pulled the same move on a girl that worked behind a bar with me. I denyed doing it on purpose out of a fear of rejection.
The others in the class obviously knew about ‘gang stalking’ and started right away with the harrassment. They wanted me to get beaten up but for some reason that didn’t materialise.
A guy in the class stood behind me making contact twice, which I didn’t understand and dismissed. (when i invaded the girls private space I thought she hadn’t even noticed so it didn’t even register what a foolish mistake I’d made). The ringleaders, female, didn’t like this because they wanted to take revenge. (seems like I’ve paid for every mistake in my life 100 times over).
When I went to uni with a friend from school, I fell out with them mostly out of boredom and they kicked it up a gear.
They started talking about me behind my back, and I can be pretty laid back and have done loads of embaressing things in my short time, so I didn’t immediately get angry off, but things snowballed and what you term ‘gangstalking’ took full effect.
The ringleader, or the main protagonist obviously knew some of the techniques, he’d said to me before that he had turned somebody else gay and got the credit for it, and set about sabotaging my life. This guy was a sadistic wormy fool.
This simultaneously occured with myself seeking spiritual answers to lifes questions, as I was really isolated and interested in that any way. This epithany of information only helped make me seem more crazy and now I realise I was probably feed most of it on a spoon.
I left university to go home to my parents for back up, trying to explain what was happening, but naturally, and as ‘their’ plan would want, they thought I was mental and sexually confused. I thought they were in on it. They phoned the mental hospital and I stayed in their till I could talk again.
I wanted to go punch everyone that had been talking about me, ‘street theatre’ you refer to it as on this site but obviously you’ll find yourself in prison soon after doing that.
I get better, left the hospital. Went on holiday, where I meet a girl who seemed keen on getting off with me. She said she was fifeteen so I politely refused. This bolstered my own self respect, especially since I had been subject to harassment about my sexuality. She persisted, but I held firm. Now I can’t tell if she was participating or was being manipulated, but shes been brought up in more of the same ‘street theatre’and strange comments.
I came back from holiday and got a job with a friend. When getting to know the other staff I felt I had to disclose some of what had happened to me since leaving school, but obviously I could go into too much detail (sensitivity training i think is what thats called)
This being an ‘enigma’ is basically open season for rumour and gossip. I was at my job for less than a month when over 80% of its output was on my shoulders, talk about stress. getting this job was stage managed, although I can’t prove that as i can prove other things.
Soon i was being mobbed by other members of staff and the customers too, all day every day, sexual harrassment and pyschological bullying at its finest. I managed to stay at the shop for a good few months after that, but in the end I had to resign, but not before ‘they’ had got as bold as brass. The basically let me know that they were evesdropping my thoughts, and even creating them (with hi and lo tec techniques). I know i don’t have any bugs in my house, friends cars, etc. they have one giant bug. me.
My friends eventually joined in the mobbing. At that point ‘they’ were so In control i wouldn’t have blamed them, except some of them actually enjoyed it. My best friend held out the longest and was targeted himself.
If i could give any advice or information, I’d say if you’re black and this is happening to you, it isn’t white people. If you’re white, its not black people. If you’re well off, its not the poor people, if you’re poor its not the rich people. Its all of them.
If they’re targetting you pyschologically, dont smoke weed or drink too much beer. If they’re depriving you of sleep to the point you’re hallucinating, get some one, anyone, to say reassuring things to you and sleep.
If some one is hassling you, realise that they may be trying to have this happen to you. If this is happening to you, IDK but i’m toying with telling them that Im going to take it out on someone else. (they don’t don’t care about me but it may make them realise that they are actually having an effect despite your stiff upper lip, and that I might go postal one day.) Conversely, you may want to consider allowing yourself to be humiliated or defeated in some way, other wise you may just be pissing them off even more, like a dog with a bone. Remember that it is people, with names and addresses and familys that are orchestrating this, not the devil, or demons possessing you.
Some titbits about my orchestrated destruction, St jimmy On american idiot by green day is a reference to an old yahoo handle I had called jimmy_the_saint (things to do In denver when your dead). Jimmy says its better than air I said that in a field with three other people about estacsy, and unless green day were hiding in a bush that is either then doing a bit of mobbing or being manipulated.
At the euro2004 cup final some one ran onto the field with ‘jimmy jump’ written on his t-shirt. (they obviously want me to jump from a great height.)
A man bizarrely referenced a unique fooling around technique on television.
The moon on one of my favourite comedies said my name(?)
a woman on newsnight allude to me, as did two presenters at glastonbury, referencing personal conversations, and many more that could be just happenstance. These are people that are either actively involved or are being manipulated. (These are all in references to the film the game, which i presume they fool around over)
I think that the people that orchestrate these things, some times years in advance, are totally evil cowards, and if given a taste of their own medicine would show them up for the weak people they are.
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